Welcome to the first entry of life's daily junkpunch. This is a place for me to be me. To rant and rave all I want. To talk about my disappointments, my struggles and reflect on the daily occurrences that make me the snarky, angry New Yorker I am. To be a Debbie Downer - I throw down the best pity parties - daily! Don't worry, there will be some funny shit too. I can be Good Time Sally more often than Debbie D.
I am miserable, have been for the past few months. If you were staring in my window, you might say I have nothing to be miserable about. Great husband, we both have jobs and benefits, a super awesome pit bull rescue, a roof over our heads and food on our table. This acknowledgement only makes me more miserable. I google the words "I am so miserable" in hopes that I can find someone else to relate to, unlike the hundreds of facebook entries showing pictures of sunny vacations and smiling kids of all ages (that as of the past 2 years I have been unsuccessful in having) to help me not feel so alone - and I am brought to a web page with thousands of entries of the depressed and lonely sort. I get one chuckle out of one entry on the www.Lifesucks.com page which states, "At least one person on this earth have it worse than me. Some people in china, africa don't even have internet access."
Isn't that great? Thank you 'anonymous'.
This is MY outlet. I am hoping it helps me release some of the pent up crap that somehow ends up in 30 Rock episodes and Judd Apatow movies.
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